Would You Do It If You Weren’t Paid?

— A question that led me to clarity, purpose, and peace.

Let’s rewind a little.

I became an accountant mostly because I liked math and, well… it felt like a “safe” choice. Accountants were always in demand, paid well, and it seemed like a smart career path. So I pursued ACCA, built a career, and for a while — it was good. I even enjoyed auditing at one point. Until I didn’t.

When I moved to Kenya, something shifted. The work felt heavier. The joy started draining. And this quiet question kept coming up in my head:

“Would I do this if I wasn’t being paid?”

It hit harder than I expected. Because the answer, if I was being honest, was “no.”

I wasn’t doing it out of love. I was doing it because it made sense. Because I could. Because it paid the bills. And maybe that was enough for a time. But it wasn’t anymore.

So… what would you do if you didn’t have to do it?

That question isn’t just about privilege or fantasy. It’s a compass. It points toward your joy, your alignment, your purpose.

Sure, many people say, “I’d just travel the world!” But even that wears off. The human mind needs engagement. We want to be useful. We want to create, contribute, connect. So eventually, even while traveling, you’ll find yourself drawn to something more — maybe helping others, sharing stories, building something.

I didn’t start this to make money. In fact, I’ve spent more than I’ve earned so far.

But it gives me something I never had before: a sense of contribution.

I’m sharing the things I’ve learned — about money, mindset, clarity — because I want to. Not because I have to. And that changes everything.

You can’t outsource your purpose. Or your personal growth. Or your financial freedom.

Just like no one can eat for you, no one can figure out your financial life — or your life purpose — for you. Even if they love you. Even if they want to. It has to be yours.

Yes, people can help. They can guide, support, inspire. But the journey itself? It’s yours to walk.

And once you start walking it — really walking it — you’ll start to notice something beautiful. Others will walk beside you. You’ll share tools, stories, and lessons. And maybe, just maybe, your journey will help light the way for someone else.

So ask yourself: Would you still do it if no one paid you?

It’s a confronting question. But it’s also a liberating one.

And if you don’t have the answer yet, that’s okay. Just stay curious. Keep creating. Keep listening. And you’ll find it.

Or it’ll find you.

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